When will they accept me?

Rumours Hurt..

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 15:37:35 GMT

People on Harry Potter Boards have been spreading rumours that I copy Tony aka Champ. I have tried to talk to him but he will just send a bunch of shit at me. He told me that Carly aka FatalObsession started rumours about me unless he is lying. So Carly I dont belive that you did And I am sorry. I might leave Harry Potter boards for good if people cant fuck off and leave me alone. Tony told me that the following people noticed that I was copying him.

Yanela.
Airic.

Rumours hurt and I dont like them. So For whatever SHit I did to you guys I am sorry I just hope You All have the same thing to say.

I have kept this in.

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 23:38:28 GMT

I am gay. And it feels so sad. I have kept it in soooo long and I feel like no one will accept me. I feel so depressed and Carly if you post I am not depressed I LITERALLY AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel so sad..so weird..so dumb..

I cant belive How Much I am blessed.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 03:23:13 GMT

i am so blessed. I have so many good friends and they give me such good advice I could cry an ocean right now reading all the comments people leave on My LJ. It makes me so happy inside. To Hear all these good words of advice. I love everyone who replys on this. Erin,Deidre,Carly,Cat,Phyllis. Anyone else I am missing. I dont know what i would do without you all. I am so Blessed with all of your love. I will post a poem about all of you soon. I love You Guys lots and lots.

Warning This Entry has Lots Of Cusswords: Pissed Off and Depressed.

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 00:49:55 GMT

I am fucking pissed. A Person around my school is spreading a rumour that I am a gay ass. My best friend told me that she heard it and I go "WELL WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU LISTENING TO IT FOR! FUCK THOSE CUNTS! THEY CAN DO THEIR MOM! But besides that I am also crying. My Ex Girlfriend well she says she loves me and I still love her and this is a WAY LONG AGO EX by the way. and She has a Bf and He loves her but I lov her to I feel So Fucking Depressed. I need Erin's Advice :::runs off to cry on erin's shoulder:::

Look At Me. LOL

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 21:48:21 GMT

I have been doing the most stupid things today. First I start poking my friends non stop. Then I take my reading book and slam it in my head. Then I show Carly aka FatalObssesion a picture of my hair. LOL I Dont know what is wrong with me! Just Look At Me! :::takes off his geeky glasses:: HEHHEHEHEHEHE! LOL

A Threat.. And Noone Reply

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 01:45:53 GMT

So A Threat Someone Wrote Me A Note and it was this

Shawn, You are a retarde, you need to get over yourself. I cant belive I even went out with you. I will never date with you again and if you even try to talk to me. I will kill you with my bear hands. You can go to Hell.

And No One has been replying to my LJ ::Cries:: I hope someone replys to this.

The Stalker Strikes!

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 04:41:59 GMT

WARNING-IF YOU DO NOT LIKE SWEARING DO NOT READ

Oh Shit! The Damn Stalker is stalking me again the stalker is my ex and well she isn't that hot She Kept on IMing me on Yahoo Today and I put her on my ignore list but she still shiting gets through. I try everything. I cried really hard today and she threatand me in a note If Anyone Would Like Details Either IM me On Yahoo or PM me on harry potter boards. She is a Bad Bitch I am telling You. Just Ask Jen And Kelly!

Rock On

::wonders why he hurts:::

When Will I get the Courage?

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 03:14:14 GMT

When will I get the courage to ask this girl out that I love? She really lovs me I looked in her journal and she let me and it said I love Shawn! And It Said My Last Name but I dont wanna give it out so..anyways! She wrote in my journal she lovs me and my friends keep nagging me to ask her out I just cant get the courage and it said

When Are You Going To Ask Her Out She Really Likes You

Heather realationships take time I cant Hurry Into it

LOL JUST KIDDING I WILL

you better

that what we wrote

Another Day....

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 22:36:28 GMT

Another Day...A Boring Day..The Teachers Keep On Assigning Us So Much Homework It Sucks! My Ex Girlfriend Who I really loved and was'nt a stalker made me a poem and it made me cry it made me so guilty! It said "You Broke My Heart" You Tore Me to Pices" and stuff like that I am just like WARNING:CUSSING! What the Hell Did You Do That For? Make Me More Effing Guilty About My Effing Life? She made me wanna punch her...My Life is So Effing Screwed up Now! See You Later Guys

::rocks on::::

Happy Birthday to My Mom!

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 22:42:44 GMT

Yeah! It is My Moms Birthday Dances! She is in a bad mood but hey I am glad she is happy I got her an Angel Thingy its cute...LOL on Harry Potter Boards More Than Half Of My posts are for Zonkos Joke Shop I am trying to not post as much there but it is to hard! My Day Today has gone kinda good No Homeowork Just To Study Like Crap! But Lol It was a Good Day.. Yesterday was Good to! But People at my school are being b***** as usual nothing extrodainary! But I just have a Shout out to My Mom

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

LOL! Rock On Guys! :)

I miss It...

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 18:09:31 GMT

Damn It! Harry-Potter Boards Has Been Down To Long and I am about to fucking blow up! I cant fucking wait any longer to get back in the site! And I wrote a Poem and I was gonna read it to then and they fucking go! "Shawn If it is Depressing Dont Read It" "Right Some Happy Ones" I am like Fuck You! It Fucking pisses me off that they cant appreciate good poetry here was the poem

Shot

Its Wonderful..to Feel..
Everything Feel's So Real..
You Shoot Me Strait
I can feel The Rate

Your Soft Touch
Was Barely Enough
We Start To Cry
I look In your Eye

We Are Shot
They Took Me Away...
I never Thought Id see The Day
The Day We Cried
Was The Day We Died

We're Shot..Combined
Its' Like A rhyme
Skipping...Dancing...They Shoot
I can Feel the Mute..

They Shot
They Won
I thought I wouldn't see the day
The Day We Cried
Was the Day We Died....

Is That That Depressing I bet You I could put this in a Poetry Contest and win a million bucks! MY PARENTS ARE FUCKING JACK ASS"S!

Holy shite

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 04:15:04 GMT

LOL I am So Happy I have My LiveJournal Back! Who else Is Also happy with this fact? Yesterday and Today Was Good I am very bouncy Lol but What sucks is that Harry Potter Boards Is Down! DamN it! LOL I will Write A Longer Entry Tommorow since I am not in the mood to right a long one

ROCK ON! :)

Your Taking Me Away....

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 01:11:50 GMT

Aww Fuck! LOL Today was a nice day I mean the weather sucked as usual but it was a nice day I finished one of my english papers she assigned us 4 and so Got that done and well I got one of my social studies done so ::pats head:: Yeah for Me! But I have Something That Jen is't gonna like

My Ex! I am beginning to like her again! And She still likes me but I dont wanna go back out with her cause I am afraid she will break out with me again! And Her and This cj guy they fucking french kissed lol! JK Just wanted to add some drama! Anyways I am beginning to like her and she keeps on fucking kissing up to me and I am trying to tell her in the hall to stop fucking falling in love with me and it looks like she is doing the opposite to me She is Taking Me Away...And I dont know what to do! So weird

But Today was An Awesome Day! Rock On Guys!

Weirdness Strikes!

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 23:37:37 GMT

Oh Fucking Great! My Parents are Gonna make Me Go To The Doctor and Make Me Get a Coucler cause They Think I cant control my anger! ::starts to cry:: They Even Said One Of My Poems Sucks Cause It was Dark! Oh My Fucking god! How Low can you get? My Parents are acting so weird and I dont wanna a councler! They Treat Me As If I am Some Little Boy that Is about to crack and take out a gun! Ever Feel That Way? My Parents also said that I am only aloud to write cheerful poems! THAT IS SO FUCKING WEIRD! I am So Mad At Them! Why Cant My Parents Accept Who I am! My friend Pucked Today Her name is Mary She Rocks My Sox! I also have a friend Heather and she is awesome to! They make Me Feel Like My Life Doesn't Suck! Heather Mary I love You Guys!

Crying Away....

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 01:25:02 GMT

Oh My Effing Fucking God! Sorry For the Grammar Once Again But Today Sucked! This Girl kept making fun of me at school and I started crying and I had to go to the office cause She Started making fun of her and Then I stared making fun of her! I told my friends I thought she was a fucking Bitch! And Well My one gossipy friend is gonna tell the princibal I said that! I am so effing Doomed! I am gonna fucking Get In Trouble I swear! My Mom said If I get suspended that she wouldn't ground me! ha Ha! There is a bright side! But Besides that I am in a sad mood

Wholy CRAP!

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 00:08:28 GMT

OMG! My Life Now Officialy is a piece of shite! LOL sorry for the language but My parents are getting mad because of me going on the internet to much ::sniggers:: Ha Ha! Today Sucked! The Teachers Gave Us To Much Effing Homework! For Scicnce I have 2 papers to effing right! Sorry For the Grammar Again but I am totally pissed! I cant spend as much time on my computer anymore and It is Mine! Meanies! I have to update this journal which takes a long time and go To Harry Potter Boards! I dont have as much time to post! ::cries:; I will be okay!! Rock On My Friends! See Ya

wow!

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 19:07:02 GMT

Yeah! I made a LiveJournal! Wow! I definetly need some major help with it LOL Anyways My Day has been preety just average all I have done all day is been on the computer and posting on my harry potter site www.harrypotter-boards.com My User name on that Site Is Shawn Potter well Anyways..My Day Has Gone By Pretty Nicely Just Ate Breakfast and stuff..So Rock On People!